HIS handphone bill came. It was above $500 again. If I am not wrong, it is four months in a row. In other words, since this year started, there was no decrease in the amount. Immediately called him. Thoughts filled my mind. Tears filled my eyes and flowed down my cheeks. I am tired. repeat myself time and again. It seems useless. Forced me to scream at him. Being the naggy me, went round the topic over and over again. He got a little irritated. Still, called to apologize, seek for forgiveness. Being a softie, I gave in eventually. Once, twice, I surrender. But, how long can I hold on? I am really really tired of everything. Hate everything so much.